all sound has died out...emptiness fills the room...looking at the clear night sky in the window...and i wonder bakit walang stars akong nakikita...then i saw a shooting star...i really don't believe in these kind of things pero di ko alam...i wish that..."If only i could be reborn even though it violates the will of God himself, I would want to be with your side, to be with you. If it were all a dream, when i awoke. If only you were there but the light of morning shows me as i really am, still i want to say...i love you"...something unattainable since ang layo ng difference ng mundo namin...nasa top siya ng society habang nasa pinakababa ako, just like heaven and hell. Nag wish rin ako na sana magkaron ako ng serenity to have inner peace. Another unattainable dream sa lagay ko ngayon. Pero if there comes a day na magkatotoo to lahat...it's because of you, you gave me a reason to smile, just being with you makes me feel deep within lukewarm, sana one day...masabi ko sa yo how i love you...~aishiteru Serenity

~sayonara

ya summer na...sobrang init grabe. Lalo na tuwing tanghaling tapat. I've got sweat all over my body. Kung pwede nga lang sana, mag-shoshower ako every now and then or mag la-lay ako sa bathtub ng buong araw. =P heh, i'm naked right now...and nope not in public, sa own room ko...mas comfortable ako ngayon pag walang damit hehe=P How i wish na mag winter ulit (nah di nag sno-snow dito...pero umuulan ng chunks ng yelo minsan =D, winter's my favorite season of the year...the holiday spirit and the cold weather, i love cold places especially in places where there's snow...i've always dreamed na maka experience ng white christmas...).

"Snow covers everything in white.
It covers the sadness, softly..
If there is hapiness, it decorates it beautifully..
the snow continues to fall..."
- Kyoichi (Boys be...Ep. 11. Chapter: Autumn "First Snow Fall')

Episode 5 : Chapter : Summer "Feeling Blue"

The color blue has a calming effect on people. All the daily stress and troubles are absorbed by the blue. Awakening honest souls which have no lies. Summer... Summer... is the season that is colored by blue...

Episode 6 : Chapter : Summer "Baseball Lovers"

Not many people know when love starts. More than a friend, but not quite lovers. A delicate relationship like this changes gradually as time passes... Just like a changing seasons...

nagagandahan ako sa mga proverbs (as they call it) na sinasabi ni Kyoichi sa op&ed ng Boys be...(shoujo anime) i'll post sa content yung iba...

~sayonara

Do you believe that dreams have meaning? hmmm...I don't know who or what to believe in. I've been dreaming about a girl, the same girl, beautiful, mild mannered and soft spoken, di ko siya kilala nor di ko alam if she even existed. I've been dreaming about her a number of times already, last night napaginipan ko na naman. Result ba to ng insomnia ko, since i've been suffering it since bata pa ko. Anyway, halos laging ganito nangyayari, nag-kakaron lang ng konting difference: (faint ang mga natatandaan ko...nag fafade sa memory pero yung feeling laging nandon) we're together...probably in a place where you can feel inner peace within or baka na feel ko to dahil kasama ko siya...gumagaan loob ko...we're just there together...i dont recall or let's say i don't really know kung ano ginagawa namin. But yung isang bagay na i'll never forget...her smile when she looks at me...lukewarm...it warms my scarred emotions, feelings, myself...nagkakaron ako ng inner peace...something that i always wanted from the very beginning ng buhay ko...i'll always remember that smile...now and forever.

~sayonara

hmmm....nagkakagulo barkada namin...since kailan pa ba? It's been a while, how many months na ba lumipas since nag drop ako sa school. Miss ko na sila. And only to find out one day na mag aaway-away sila. Holding grudges to each other. Galit nila tinatago sa mga fake na smiles. Sana matutunan nila na ilabas ang mga grudges na yan. Friends must be open to one another. A mark of a genuine friendship is the privilege of being yourself and still being accepted. Wag natin masamain yung mga grudges na sinasabi natin sa isa't isa. Nandyan kaibigan mo para tulungan ka, so you can become a much better person.

I do my thing. and you do your thing.
I am not in the world to live
up to your expectations
And you are not in this world
to live up to mine
You are you and I am I
And by chance if we find each other,
its beautiful
- F.S. Perls

~sayonara